Here we go again..well what can i say its Monday, i mean Monday is really a very difficult day of the week for me, that is why they called it as "Monday Blues"..anyway pressure at work is really killing us right, but for those who doesn't felt like what i felt right now, you know what, GET A LIFE, THEN GET A JOB that would do it, or else you will get older and older and older and older until you get older..awesome..what up!
Let me continue my awesome story.. so there i felt really sad at that time when i read the email, but that's what she thinks and i guess she made her point on not giving me her precious number, well i admit to myself that i have this really bad impression and having myself labeled as the "Number 1" womanizer here really a challenge for me as a person, you know what it is really unfair, yes i had a lot of casual dates before but for me it is i think very normal for a single person having a random dates, well that is part of searching the one you really want or the one you really love, being single for about 3 years, i came to the point that waiting for the one that is really meant for you is really tiring and a waste of time so instead of waiting, do your thing instead, and there is no violation for that because the last time i checked i am not in a relationship, I'm single.. So i replied to that message and made my point, also on that very moment that i read the message. So there came the first day of the week, it is also Monday morning, i opened my email and guess what, there is a big awesome cellphone number highlighted and the message says "you know what, she read your message and she was touched, so she gave her number and not just her number but with her permission, exactly what you need to make a good move, you first introduce yourself to my friend and behave ok" so at that point of time i felt really happy and amazed, because even if i have this bad impression, she still took time to read my message and gave me her number which is really sweet to consider me as a friend. So there we became a text mate at that time, but still the awesome guy here is really stupid because of this self-esteem issue, i really don't have this what they called "self-confidence" and that became a gap or a wall between the both of us, until one day i heard that the guy that she had this relationship before is doing everything to win her back, so that became a threat for me, and you know what, it looks like that is going to happen and i don't want to interfere, i don't want to get in the way because, hey im a guy, a very good guy, if that same thing happen to me, I'm going to do all my very best to win her back because everyone deserve a second chance, also I'm far from being perfect, i always done things that can hurt people around me and i am very lucky to still have them in my life, loosing a special someone that is part of your life is not that simple, for me its hard..trust me its hard.
I think that's it for today, i hope you guys are still getting interested in reading my story even if i have this wrong grammar or wrong spelling or whatever..but you know what I'm awesome..and am gonna teach you how to live..one more thing..my advice to all the awesome people who reads my blog..STOP BEING ORDINARY, AND START BEING LEGEN..wait for it..DARY!
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