Hi guys! today im going to start my writings to share something, well it is all about her, the girl who captured my heart until now..that is why im wearing a cute smile right now, see, really cute right! anyway while walking to the other office to get hot water for my milo my morning drink and before i got inside the office, she surprisingly pops out somewhere and i notice that she is wearing a cute jeans and i said with confident "did you get into a fight?" she said "yep with a dog" and smile back at me and i felt wow, she is really something, my heart fell down on the floor, and i said to my self "i wish i can be that guy" but this is who i am, but im willing to change for the better and not for the worst, but i need something or someone who always gives me a moral support on every..i dunno..my life's never ending battle of being single, i think i have to live with it, and accept that right now it is really not my time. Anyway stop this emotional thing, lets look at the bright side, when i saw her she is really really really..you know what, i cant find the perfect word to describe how beautiful she is, but she is like an angel came down here on earth with a mission..thank you Lord..ok thats it, she is really one of a kind and i love her..yess I LOVE HER..
Back to the story. It was year two thousand nine, the sun shines so bright that day and the birds are so happy singing their beautiful song, it was like the day when i was a child, i remember running around doing things that makes me happy together with my childhood friends, it is a careless feeling, not worrying about what will happen next or tomorrow just doing things that will make us happy all day long until the sunset, by the way just want to tell you guys that my favorite part of the day is sunrise and sunset, watching how the sunrises is really amazing and watching the sunset gives me a thought of every thing in life.. and then i saw this girl, and something is telling me that i really cant explain it myself, it is like when you saw someone and caught your attention but you rather let it go because you have no idea what it is..until one day, i saw her with a guy and eventually one of my friend told me that she is in a relationship with that guy and i said what a nice couple, but i did not notice myself that there is something deep within me building up feeling for her, and one day i caught myself thinking about her and that starts the whole thing..i keep on asking someone how is the relationship going, is it going strong or something..so why i keep on asking that..very simple, it is clear to me that i have this feeling for her, but i dont want to ruin the relationship, just need to know if ever i can you know, waiting for my turn even if it is impossible to come.. but i keep on waiting...and waiting..and waiting..until
Ok i think thats it for the night, im going to call this a day and prepare for my next day ahead..always remember always look awesome just like me..hey why are you smiling??????
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