Goodbye

I've been thinking about this a lot those past few days, i am not sure if this is a good decision or still not sure about this, but maybe it is better to just bring this thing to its end. I decided to stop updating my blog, but i am going to leave this site for you guys just to remember the times when we are together laughing to each other and saying bad things in front of our own face.

I remember one thing that drives me to create a blog and wrote what i really felt about this girl, telling the story that never really happens hahah, no am just kidding, it all happens and all my story was a true story that happens to me and what really happen to those characters. That thing that drives me is this feeling that eventually getting nowhere, that is why i decided to stop this stupidity and start looking for someone else, someone that can make my #*%^ go bigger and bigger and harder, that is why i started to enroll on a gym near the office, it is called Storage Room. It will help me forget the past, and forget that i rejected her and find someone new, well everyone has its expiry date so my advice is, get a move on with your life and stop tapping my back. We are done here..

Always remember if you guys having a problem with a chic, the only solution for that is this, slept with her and never ever calll her again..true story

This is your awesome friend signing off..

A Love Story (segway)

WhatttUp!!! Ok lets do it, let us continue what we've  missed those past few days, what else! of course my love story, a love story that is going to be legen..wait for it..dary! but before that im going to share something that happened yesterday and keep you hanging about the continuation of my love story, but we will tackle that later after this unforgettable moment.

While i was walking down the hall way, i saw an angel and am so sure that this is the angel coming down here on earth with a mission, and that mission is i think and am not sure if this is really her mission "to make me fall in love with her and to stay by my side forever " goose bumps.. anyway my initial reaction is to confirm if this is true, if she is really an angel, and im right she is more than an angel she is the love of my life and you know what, she stares at me and say hi, so i said hello and tell her that she looks great..heheh no i didn't say that im just kidding..what i said is this "how are you" then she replied by saying "im fine and im getting taller this time" i said "really! that's great" so i look into her eyes and it feels like heaven, after that i find myself sitting on my table thinking...why does she still wanted to add some more height, if that happens, i will find it really hard to describe her and to think of something that is better than the word "perfect"...that is really bothering me, because for me she is a perfect woman....and am awesome and you cant do nothing about it..whatttup!!

Loosing My Temper

Guys the topic of my blog today is about loosing my own temper. Last week i have this really stupid behavior that i really cannot control, it affects my mood, my work, and most of all my colleagues which i really treasure for having them in my life. Loosing my own temper really affects my emotion, i mean after what i did i wished i can turn back the time and do those things in a right and ethical ways, that is why until now i find it really hard to do the normal things when I'm here at work, it feels like every time i make actions or what ever, i have to think first if it is right or wrong, if my actions will affect the people in my working environment in a nice way or not, this is really..i don't know.. I know i made a stupid actions and I'm guilty for doing it. Well i think i learned my lesson well. First, i have to learn how to respect people around me, for me to earn the respect i need coming from them. Second, think first before i act, people who always move forward without thinking is what they call clumsy or stupid. The last but not the least, learn how to control my temper..

For those people, I'm really sorry for saying those things and acting so unprofessional and for showing disrespect, i am the one who is really at fault. I still hope to have this really great moments with you guys.

A Love Story (Continuation#4)

Sorry to keep you guys waiting for my update, your awesome friend right here is too busy yesterday so i got no time to update my blog, so without any introduction im going to start my story by pointing something..am awesome and that brings me to point number two..am awesome and you can't do nothing about it..true story

So there, everywhere i go i saw her together with her ex, and every time  i saw those two happy couple i felt like "well maybe im really just a big and awesome looser" hahahah!! funny! not a true story.. but you know what, that never stops me on pursuing things, i mean it is ok for us to be friend right? so i never stop giving her some annoying messages like death threat or something, hahah! nahh im just kidding! my always message to her was "take a good care of yourself, good morning and good night" what a boring message right, usually when i received a message like that  i always put it on trash so i guess she done the same thing with my messages, no doubt about that.. so one day, they have this group outing/party for celebrating a lost hahah! no im just kidding, well if someone ignores my offer that would be definitely a big lost for them hahahah!! by the way have you heard the name "leo" well i heard that guy is awesome.. im planning to be part of that party since some of my friend is going so maybe going to that party is not that really boring, and also i got to see some beautiful and hot women wearing their best bikini, but still i decided not to go and instead go to my favorite salon and get a haircut, oh yeah i remember now why i decided not to go on that party, because my friend who happens to be a good friend of my friend Voltaire "Volt the Jolt" who happens to be a name that is really not popular but i heard that guy is awesome too invited me to go and have some drinks on our favorite bar, that is why i decided not to go.. so there again i got my haircut, go straight home freshen up a bit and go to my favorite bar, then after an hour drinking with my friends, i send a text message to her saying "take care of yourself  while partying, i really want to attend on your party but i need to do something, i have a class tomorrow so i need to get up early" i said that because i heard that her ex is also going to that party..thats it, and after a few minutes she replied saying "can you please stop giving me text message" after reading the message i was shocked..so that moment i felt really sad and confused, dude did i said something wrong or stupid?? well anyway, i told my friends at the bar about this girl and about what happen and also about the text message i received a while ago, well most of my good friend at that bar is a very nice girl so i ask for some advice, they told me not to give her any message anymore because of the situation and dont feel bad because things like that sometimes happen especially on me because they said im an awesome looser..i hate those guys but i love them heheh those are my friends.. so i decided not to give her any message and continue drinking my favorite alcohol drinks SMPP.. i smiled during that party but deep inside my heart is bleeding to death..

Guys this is it for today..need to do something..dont forget am awesome and you can't do nothing about it..true story

A Love Story (Continuation#3)

Here we go again..well what can i say its Monday, i mean Monday is really a very difficult day of the week for me, that is why they called it as "Monday Blues"..anyway pressure at work is really killing us right, but for those who doesn't felt like what i felt right now, you know what, GET A LIFE, THEN GET A JOB that would do it, or else you will get older and older and older and older until you get older..awesome..what up!

Let me continue my awesome story.. so there i felt really sad at that time when i read the email, but that's what she thinks and i guess she made her point on not giving me her precious number, well i admit to myself that i have this really bad impression and having myself labeled as the "Number 1" womanizer here really a challenge for me as a person, you know what it is really unfair, yes i had a lot of casual dates before but for me it is i think very normal for a single person having a random dates, well that is part of searching the one you really want or the one you really love, being single for about 3 years, i came to the point that waiting for the one that is really meant for you is really tiring and a waste of time so instead of waiting, do your thing instead, and there is no violation for that because the last time i checked i am not in a relationship, I'm single.. So i replied to that message and made my point, also on that very moment that i read the message. So there came the first day of the week, it is also Monday morning, i opened my email and guess what, there is a big awesome cellphone number highlighted and the message says "you know what, she read your message and she was touched, so she gave her number and not just her number but with her permission, exactly what you need to make a good move, you first introduce yourself to my friend and behave ok" so at that point of time i felt really happy and amazed, because even if i have this bad impression, she still took time to read my message and gave me her number which is really sweet to consider me as a friend. So there we became a text mate at that time, but still the awesome guy here is really stupid because of this self-esteem issue, i really don't have this what they called "self-confidence" and that became a gap or a wall between the both of us, until one day i heard that the guy that she had this relationship before is doing everything to win her back, so that became a threat for me, and you know what, it looks like that is going to happen and i don't want to interfere, i don't want to get in the way because, hey im a guy, a very good guy, if that same thing happen to me, I'm going to do all my very best to win her back because everyone deserve a second chance, also I'm far from being perfect, i always done things that can hurt people around me and i am very lucky to still have them in my life, loosing a special someone that is part of your life is not that simple, for me its hard..trust me its hard.

I think that's it for today, i hope you guys are still getting interested in reading my story even if i have this wrong grammar or wrong spelling or whatever..but you know what I'm awesome..and am gonna teach you how to live..one more thing..my advice to all the awesome people who reads my blog..STOP BEING ORDINARY, AND START BEING LEGEN..wait for it..DARY!

A Love Story (Continuation#2)

Guys I'm really sorry to keep you waiting, i knew you always check this blog for some updates and i really appreciate that but always remember, whatever happens I'm going to take a time out by my busy schedule of awesomeness to find time to tell you my awesome story, because I the LEGENDARY Leonard will always be as awesome as i am...true story

Ok let me continue my story..but i keep on waiting..and waiting..and waiting..until...until one day one of my friend told me, hey Leonard "the window is open" then the world stop for 30 minutes, no that was 15 minutes hahah..ok 5 minutes, then after that she keeps on repeating those sweet and surprising words Leonard "THE WINDOW IS OPEN" so that time a million thought came to my awesome mind, then i smile..then i said to myself "ok the door is open" like nothing...then i realize, what in the world!!! now is my time to, i mean the time has come, this is my chance, oh my gosh what should i do!? ok relax..this is what i did, i already have her number since but I'm not giving her any message or phone call because she is in a relationship and for me that it is kind of weird if you try to, you know..yes it is weird, that's why. but shes free now so i gave her a short message saying "Hi" then after a few minutes, no response, then after a few hours again no response, then came a day, then after a couple of days my friend told me that she changed her number, now that explains why i got no replies, well..then i ask my friend to tell her if i can have her number, you know I'm the kind of person who have this very low self-esteem when it comes to that, i don't know but that's who i am, anyway, i gave my friend who happens to be her friend an email message saying that..ok how about im going to paste all the email messages i received, let me think ahaahh ahaaahhh hhmmmnnn.. ok i don't think so..ok so i tried to ask my friend to get her number but before that i'd like her to ask permission first to this girl that i wanted to get her number and be friends eventually, then after a few days, i received an email message from my friend saying "I'm really sorry, right now she don't want to give you her number because you have this really bad impression according to her, she already knew your personality and you are the NUMBER 1 womanizer in this organization also according to her, so it is up to you how to change that impression, I'm really sorry my friend but right now you really blew it, try to help your self  that would do it" and that was the time that i felt really sad..but you know what, when im sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead..true story

Guys i think this is it for today, I'm going to continue the story after the weekend, i need to prepare for my class tomorrow, because tomorrow is gonna be a big day for me, a very long boring day at school..that's it..take a good care of yourself, have a nice weekend and be safe..am awesome

Guys check this out, Kim Kardashian is under my table giving me a..

Guys this is going to be legen..wait for it..dary!

Im not in the mood to tell the story

Guys im not in the mood today to tell you my love story, but maybe tomorrow, i know you really want to know the next part but today i decided to give you guys some tips to learn how awesome we are..

Being the awesome person that I am, I have taken time out from my extremely busy schedule to make this pop quiz so you can figure how awesome you are.

QUESTIONS

1. You've just had sex with a beautiful woman. What do you do next?

A. Ask her out again.

B. Have sex with her again and never call her again.

C. Tell her you love her.

2. You're at a bar. Which will you rather have sex with?

A. A bitch named Kim.

B. Two average looking twin sisters.

C. A really hot production model.

3. You're going to a beach party with lots of hot chicks. What do you wear to the party?

A. Go topless and show off your abs.

B. SUIT UP!

C. Go in a pair of jeans and top.

ANSWER

If all your answers were B, then you're awesome. If not then you're lame. But lucky for you lame people am awesome and am gonna teach you how to live. see you next time!!

A Love Story (Continuation#1)

Hi guys! today im going to start my writings to share something, well it is all about her, the girl who captured my heart until now..that is why im wearing a cute smile right now, see, really cute right! anyway while walking to the other office to get hot water for my milo my morning drink and before i got inside the office, she surprisingly pops out somewhere and i notice that she is wearing a cute jeans and i said with confident "did you get into a fight?" she said "yep with a dog" and smile back at me and i felt wow, she is really something, my heart fell down on the floor, and i said to my self "i wish i can be that guy" but this is who i am, but im willing to change for the better and not for the worst, but i need something or someone who always gives me a moral support on every..i dunno..my life's never ending battle of being single, i think i have to live with it, and accept that right now it is really not my time. Anyway stop this emotional thing, lets look at the bright side, when i saw her she is really really really..you know what, i cant find the perfect word to describe how beautiful she is, but she is like an angel came down here on earth with a mission..thank you Lord..ok thats it, she is really one of a kind and i love her..yess I LOVE HER..

Back to the story. It was year two thousand nine, the sun shines so bright that day and the birds are so happy singing their beautiful song, it was like the day when i was a child, i remember running around doing things that makes me happy together with my childhood friends, it is a careless feeling, not worrying about what will happen next or tomorrow just doing things that will make us happy all day long until the sunset, by the way just want to tell you guys that my favorite part of the day is sunrise and sunset, watching how the sunrises is really amazing and watching the sunset gives me a thought of every thing in life.. and then i saw this girl, and something is telling me that i really cant explain it myself, it is like when you saw someone and caught your attention but you rather let it go because you have no idea what it is..until one day, i saw her with a guy and eventually one of my friend told me that she is in a relationship with that guy and i said what a nice couple, but i did not notice myself that there is something deep within me building up feeling for her, and one day i caught myself thinking about her and that starts the whole thing..i keep on asking someone how is the relationship going, is it going strong or something..so why i keep on asking that..very simple, it is clear to me that i have this feeling for her, but i dont want to ruin the relationship, just need to know if ever i can you know, waiting for my turn even if it is impossible to come.. but i keep on waiting...and waiting..and waiting..until 

Ok i think thats it for the night, im going to call this a day and prepare for my next day ahead..always remember always look awesome just like me..hey why are you smiling??????

A Love Story

Ok, so today im going to tell you the story of a girl who captured my heart, a girl who is very beautiful and when i said beautiful it means good looking, gorgeous, stunning, striking, fine looking, attractive and you know what i think this is pretty normal when you are..ok lets say im "in love" or just infatuated but i'd rather say that im in love, yeah thats it ok, by the way this girl is not just beautiful, she is also kind, warm hearted, affectionate, compassionate, sympathetic, loving and all shes all that, and you know what, i really love her on being simple because for me simplicity is beauty. But this is the thing that really gave me a breakdown, i really really really like her because she ignores my personality, i mean she took me for granted (but not in a worst kind of way) or maybe the perfect term for that is this "im not her type" thats it, and i love her for that.. yes i am really into her but im not saying that i want her to feel the same way i feel, everyone has their own mind to tell them what they want or what they need or feel, well i do the same thing, i like her that is why i did those kind of stupid things at that time when i tried to attempt to get to know her, im not sure if my approach is wrong or there is something beyond my knowledge that is why things doesnt go that way, i mean to get to know her more, but instead a single conversation is the only moment i have with her and that ends it all.. but i think it is too early to say the word "end" because something in myself tells me to keep on..i dunno..well maybe..

So at least you have this slight idea about a love story that im going to write right!? maybe tomorrow when im not busy and my phone stops ringing im going to start my side of story, I know! but i want to take a time out of my busy schedule of awesomeness to tell you guys my story, but unfortunately i really have no time today so maybe tomorrow..

The Cheer Leader effect (continuation#2)

Here we go, i guess all my awesome followers is waiting for the continuation of my awesome story coming from the awesome guy like me well im going to start the story by asking you guys about your weekend, is it great!? if its great well thats good! my weekend is pretty normal, go to school on Saturdays, watching How I Met Your Mother on Sundays and thats it..quite a routine...but im still awesome!! hahah!

Ok so where are we.. ahaa ahhaa ahaa ok! watching movie! I really dont remember the title of the movie but i fully remember what happen during that time..hhhmmmmnnnn guys prepare for this coz this is going to be legen..wait for it..dary! legendary! so before we got inside i remember that we need to buy some snacks like popcorn things like that ok popcorn whatever, a popcorn is something that pops thats it..thAts iT!!! ok so while watching the movie there are things that you know i really cant stand like the movie itself i really hate that movie i hate you i hate you i hate youuu!! i feel like im getting cold i mean literally cold not figuratively so i make this first move, i hold her hand and its like nothing then she looks at me and said "you're so fast" i said well it is part of the deal right and she said with an evil smile "ok"..a lot of things happened on that very moment i remember one thing she says "im not feeling well, last night my asthma is killing me" so what i did is..and it all started there..heheheh dude im not that kind of guy like "kiss en tell" im not like that im the kind of person who kiss then broadcast it around the globe hahahahah!!! anyway that first date was my last date with her and you know what, one time she ask me if im free after office hours and i said yes i got nothing to do and she says im going to wait for you on the shuttle service and i dont know.. she wants me to come with her and i said ok wait for me till i got there heheheh..awesome..so there after, i go to the shuttle but not in her shuttle..im going straight home hahahah!!! and you know what after that day, one of my colleagues says, "dude, i talk to Kim yesterday and she is crying because of you" i said WTF and tears fall, yes my tears falls because i laugh so hard like hell hahahah!!! that bitch is makin me crazy for real!! yes we had a date but that is just a date, oh my gosh dont be so hard on yourself, you dont own me because of that! hello are you ok on there!!! so i think there started all the bitterness inside her and the grudge to mess up beautiful things that happens in my ok lets call it a lovelife, for me it is a lovelife ok..do not CONTRADICT!!! ok tomorrow im going to tell you the story of the girl who captured my heart..ok guys have a nice day ahead..remember being awesome is hard, we just make it look easy...true story

The Cheer Leader effect (continuation#1)

So we all know or at least we have this slight idea what is the cheer leader effect right, good!! so that my friend is the cheer leader effect.. Now I'm going to take a time out of my busy schedule of awesomeness to tell you my story that got me into trouble and by the way when I'm in trouble, I stop being in trouble and be awesome instead..true story hahah! some of my avid reader who happens to be my good friends and colleagues ask me "hey dude who among those four are you talking about" ok I'm glad you ask, one of them is my good friend who helps me and gives me information about things under the sun i mean about her, the other one is the girl i really really like and the other one is the one we are talking about, the one who have this kind of possessive behavior, ok how about lets call this girl by the name "Kim as Kardashianistusbitchus" and the other girl is a fine girl that i never met before.

Back to my awesome story, way back then I always saw Kim walking around together with the group of cheer leaders that makes her seem hot because she is in the group, well some of them are really hot and quite nice especially my "crush" hahah..shy.. so one day i have this small talk with her and i ask her number and she gave it to me and give my number to her coz i got no choice, after a few days i gave her a text message and it all started there, she ask me out for a date i said sure but i have this one condition, if we go out wait this going to be legen wait for it...dary! this is going to be legendary hahah lets continue, my condition is this if were on a date and i hold her hand she must not complain for it or make any excuse..btw i did that to feel the connection between the both party hahah awesome..and guess what..she said "ok why not" and that's the time we schedule this nightmare, well i have no idea that this will affect my awesomeness, anyway we meet at the mall eat some good food and watch a movie and while watching the movie this is what happens..wait are you sure you want to know what happen inside???